Today was another exhausting busy day. I did not get any sleep last night and of course I had to wake up early to work another full day. No longer will I have short days of only working six hours, but now I will always work nine hours, but it means I will always be off no later than five even when I go in early so that is something I like plus I will have almost every weekend off which I absolutely love because now I can make plans and hang out with the rest of the world who do nine til five and get weekends off. I so in a bit earlier than nine, but I am happy with. The only ba thing about work currently is that all my work for the past two years got deleted because for some reason work redid my profile and it may be impossible to get it, but I might have a chance. I am just going to be so sad if all that work is lost. Tonight I went out and I did have to listen to someone scream because they are friends with their ex and not taking it well wanting to get back together. I told them to back off or they will never be friends and I let it at that I can listen and be a good friend but i decide just not to get in the middle. I notice I always put myself in the middle and offer up advice and I am sick of it. I just want to worry about me and enjoy my life. What good is drama and stress when the drama is not even mine?
I ot home around 3 am really tired because after a long day at work I ha planned to take a nap before going out but instead I went to the UPS store, the actualy store, filled up my tank and then I had to do laundry. My clothes didnt get dry by the time I had to leave so I went in black workout booty pants, my brothers hoody type of thing and a pair of heels cuz girls you gotta work it! It used to be if you wore heels with jeans and a blouse then you were a fashion victim but now thansk to shoes lol they have so many types to choose from. Lately I like shoes.
Anyway last night was really good, but I do feel bad or two of my friends. One broke up with her bf a while ago but are friends and its not good from them because she wants more. My other friend says she is leaving her bf/ fiance. Both my friends are hurting and I want to help them but dont know how so all i can do is listen and keep my space because I have to be around positive things, but I still want to be a good friend I just cant try to fix things. Well I coul say a lot more but I am super tired I woke up for a few minutes but now I HAVE to go back to sleep because I am drowsy. I still havent text Richard so Im still being strong an Im proud of that even if I do miss sex but I know that isnt the best for me right now. What is meant to be will be without me forcing it so that is something to look forward to. Well I am falling asleep because I havent sleept excep t for a few hours, so before I just pass out.. Yea I will be sleeping all day until i go out again tonight.. Lets get this party started :)
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